I am, see my ex’s cousin texted on his brothers phone, told me it was my ex, proceeded to tell me that he hates me, I’m gross, and that he is gay. He told me it in a very different way with a cuss word involved and yeah. Today is much better. All numbers in there family is blocked so I’m officially down to 0 friends whome I see regularly and go to there house in Colstrip. I still have work friends tho and my church family.