Please don’t think I’m trying to sound better than y’all or anything for trying not to ship people. I’m not at all. There’s nothing wrong with it if it’s kept in moderation, which I trust y’all would definitely have. I just don’t want to risk it for myself.
My brother is too young for girls, and I’m too young for guys. I’m finally making myself get used to having friends who are guys (or having friends in general), and some of them hug me (side-hugs). I don’t really like physical touch, especially from guys, even if it’s completely platonic, but I’m trying to push past that. Still, I’m incredibly awkward, so I hope they can take the hint. They really are genuinely trying to be nice, and I appreciate that, but *screams internally*